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Naughty Nude

It was an ordinary Monday night in the city, sex pots and beggars, thugs, wandering midnight cats.  He wanted something to revive him, wake him up out of the dull monotony of his life.  His work, a nine to five, everyday a different button-down, was not allowing him to breathe.  But he remembered what it was like, breathing, not working on a Saturday.  He remembered the feeling of utter joy in not having to do a Goddamn thing.  He liked lying around on these rare weekend days he had off, napping, swatting flies, even watching a good show on the boob tube.
So, he decided on this particular Monday, he’d switch it up a bit.  Do something different.  After he got off work, his eyes were red and tired, glazed over like an old piece of ham.  He walked down the avenues to a local strip joint, Naughty Nude.  He liked saying the words naughty and nude over and over again in his head, but these words did not evoke the pleasure he sought.  He wanted the words to shiver and tingle below his belt.  He’d repeated them so many times in his head, he even slipped and said it aloud, naughty nude.  But, even saying the words aloud didn’t change his body’s feeling of being anesthetized, his mind, detached like a balloon, sailing away, up into the starless city night sky.
His name was Samson. Samson didn’t want to pay the fee to get inside.  He wanted a free-bee.  A free lap dance, a free kiss on the neck, a hello, how are you, a goodbye, goodnight, free all the way.
It cost ten bucks to get in.  He had to pay up or turn around and go home.  For a minute, he thought about slugging the door man.  Then he could go in and grab a nice girl to take home.
He always got nervous when he had to pay for anything.  He was a disheveled man outside the office, and coins or fortune cookie fortunes or crumpled gum wrappers would fall out of his wallet whenever he grabbed for a new green bill.  He hated to keep people waiting behind him in lines for food or retail purchase or even now, at Naughty Nude.
But this time, no coins fell, no old fortune cookie fortunes.  He paid up, walked in, and sat in the very front row, scanning the room.  An old Mexican man caught his gaze.  Wrinkled and so loose, Samson thought, with his baggy jeans and big white t-shirt with yellow stains bleeding out from the pits.  He also thought, that man’s old skin screams for an iron, something to press out the kinks.  He thought I bet this guy doesn’t work Saturdays.  I bet he eats mangoes and papaya, other exciting fruits and food, feasting on life.
And then, Samson felt a deep sadness, for this place, red-lit with the bended metal pole shaped into a wide open heart for the girls to step around or swing from, and this old Mexican man who probably just spent his last ten bucks getting into a place like this.
The women were fat and bulgy, with brown frizzy hair everywhere, rubbing and slapping their bums against each other with force, not femininity.  These women were like men before football practice.  They glared out past you with fixed, regretless smiles.  Samson was un-enamored, and wished he’d stayed home.  He thought this is why they serve alcohol here.  Most strip clubs aren’t allowed.  These women could crush him, make him cry out.  They scared him.
And one particularly large woman, her name could have been Rita, came up to the edge of the stage, and slapped Samson, once on one cheek, then again on the other.  He sat there stunned.  Her eyes were different up close.  They were full of existence, something he’d forgotten to remember.  They were bright blue pools of light, like the ocean at midnight, lit up with phosphorescence.  Her thighs grew out far past the lavender leotard’s elastic lines.  Her lips pouted out, extending to him.  She said, “Poor baby. That hurt when I slap you?”
The music pumped the room like a hefty beating heart.  He couldn’t answer.
Samson was strangely comforted by the abrupt sudden slap.  He felt a sexy secretion forming below his belt and at the same time his eyes grew heavy, wet.  Simultaneously, little drops he forgot he’d had dripped from both his eyes and genitals.  Tears and semen.  He felt a surprising rage of joy, like he’d felt as a youngster when he ran for the ice cream truck, or like when he’d last been on vacation and ordered five pina coladas without regret, one after the other, getting so drunk he fell into the kiddy pool.
“May I have a lap dance?” he asked the stripper, smiling profusely, ear to ear, unable to contain his newfound excitement.
“Sure thing, baby doll.”
And this is how they met.  He had loved her from the moment she slapped him.  He took her home and she was delighted by the fancy car, penthouse apartment, and helicopter landing pad.


Morning Buzz

The soy steamers whistle when they’re ready.  The grinding beans sound like a muted version of the construction going on outside the window.  It’s warm inside the café.  Business men with their ironed pants and briefcases check their watches.  People are running late.  Morning chatter is quick, caffeinated.  There is an artificial alertness.
I am tired, my hair uncombed, face unpainted, my shoes wet from oversized puddles and rain.  I’m reading the newspaper, and it says they’re trying to get rid of the homelessness problem.  Others stand in line.  Beneath the pressed starchy clothes and ties and polished shoes, the people are weary.  Everyone’s exhausted, but they’re all covering up; a sigh can be a smile or a cough a laugh.
I can tell my friend Beatrice wants a sugar daddy.  She says, “I could shake it on the dance floor then, and they’d come running up, damn hot blooded snakes.  All they want is sex.  Sex sex and more sex.”  She looks at my boyfriend Trevor, “All you guys want is sex.”  Trevor has bright eyes, pools of blue light that stare over at me.  It’s as if he’s asking me to disprove her theory.
Beatrice is persistent.  She says, “It’s true.  Don’t look at me like you don’t know son.”  And then her name is called out.  Her coffee is ready.  She comes back.
Trevor says, “You don’t want to have to do anything.  You say guys want sex, but you just want-
I cut him off.
“Don’t you even say that all we women want is material things.”
“Damn right, that’s what I’m saying.”
“Oh hell no,” Beatrice says.
Beatrice slaps him on the knee.  Beatrice, her laugh, it’s contagious.  And she starts and doesn’t stop.  We’re all laughing.  I kiss Trevor on the shoulder.
“Baby,” I say, and with those innocent wide open eyes, he answers quietly, “yes?”
I tell him how I don’t care about money, and he tells me he’ll always care about sex, and I say yeah, sex is good, once in awhile, and Beatrice puts her index finger down her throat and looks over at us.
“Alright love birds,” she says.  “Alright.  Enough of all that hooplah.  You guys make me sick.”
And the caffeine is setting in, and I really do feel a little sick, and I want to not give a rat’s ass about money, it’s just green paper bills, and I want to see them flying out windows and littering the streets, and I want the homeless man in front of the coffee shop, all toothless and red, playing his harmonica, to pick up those flying bills, buy a pair of shoes, a new jacket, milk and bread, wipe away the weariness of all these people.

Irritable Bowel Syndrome/Irritating BullShit

So he calls.  He says he’ll be at my house around 1:30 pm.  This is great because I just got out of a relationship a couple months ago and I have butterflies about this one. I’m blasting “Today is The Greatest” by Smashing Pumpkins, waiting, pacing around my apartment half-naked.  It’s supposed to be a beach date, so I pick out my cutest pastel summer-looking beach bikini topped off with a puka shell necklace and pink flip flops.
It’s 1:50 pm.  I pop an Altoid in.  I grab some carrots and peanut crunch bars to bring to the beach.  They’re for both of us.
2:17 pm.  I sit on the stained white couch in my living room.  I get up, peek through my blinds.  See if he’s coming.  I know he’s driving a tan Land Rover, so my eyes skim down the street.  No trace of him or the Rover.
Around 2:30 pm I decide to brush my teeth again.  I mope around my apartment, still pacing. “Today is The Greatest,” is still on repeat.  Sunlight peeks in through my blinds.
The daffodils on top of my TV are keeling over.  I look at them and curl my legs into my stomach.
The doorbell chimes.  He’s wearing a green shirt with white printed letters.  Done thinkin’, Just drinkin.  80’s Rayban shades and flip flops.  He apologizes for being late, but claims my house which is on Main Street, no pun intended, was difficult to find.  I ask him, “So we’re headed to the beach?”  He mumbles, “Yeah, baby.”  Then he says, “My stomach’s killin me.  Let’s stop somewhere fast.”  He’s sweating profusely.  We stop at the Safeway that’s right next to the beach.  It’s fucking hot outside, I’d already eaten, and I wanted to be at Ocean Beach already.  When we get inside Safeway, he announces that he only has 5 dollars.  So I say, “There’s an ATM right in front of the cheese section.”  He goes over to the ATM and announces, “Negative 67 dollars!  That’s what I get for traveling.”  It’s starting to feel surreal.  I politely tell him that I’ll get it this time, but he proceeds to talk about his travels to South Africa.  “You spend too much in the Outback you come back with nada.”  I’m thinking, Outback is Australia.  He said South Africa.  I start humming, “I come from a land down under.”
He grabs salami, cheese, and olive oil.  He says, “You slab all this shit on together.”  I say, “Yeah. You make a sandwich.”
He charges ahead toward the cash register.  Then I see it.  His shorts have brown stains on the ass area.  I can’t stop my nervous laughter.  He asks me, “What the hell are you laughing about?”
When we get to the register, I hand him my twenty.  He takes it, doesn’t use his supposed 5 dollar bill and keeps my change.  Instead of asking for my change I decide it’s getting time for me to end the date, so he can move on and make a buck or two from the next broad he picks up at the Cat Club on a Thursday evening in San Francisco.
He says, “I better go home and take a shower.  I’m pretty sick.”
“Yeah.”  I say.
I thank him for the date, and to my surprise he asks,
“Wanna come home with me and wait while I shower off?”

The Janis Tree

The wind moved through the trees making their branches sway and sway.  Made the people move too.  Dance.  Even hula hoop.  A woman with long blond hair shook her shoulders backwards and forwards.  Her friend, a slender young man, pranced around her with one arm going up to the sky and one down to the earth, then switch; a movement like a wave.  The woman tilted her head back and smiled at the sky.  The man grabbed the woman’s behind and they fell to the grass, laughing on top of one another.
People ran fast with ribbons streaming through the air.  Bright colors.  A stream of yellow.  Green and pink.  The ribbon carriers were like little forest nymphs.  They had no shoes.  They wore tights and wreaths made of lavender and daisies.
I could see all of this from up in the tree.  The whole parade of merriment.  Some twigs poked too hard on my thighs, through my pink skirt, but up there it didn’t matter.  The tree soothed away all discomfort.  My college friends, Jimmy and Wesley, as well as a little girl we didn’t know, sat in the tree with me.  I looked out at the open green grass, the old man kicking his soccer ball, the fraternity frisbee players, the hippies smoking joints and blowing it all around their children.  Stray dogs, some bums, people wearing only black; here, everyone came together.
“There’s my mommy,” the little girl pointed.  That guy with her is Andrew.  He’s not my daddy,” she said.
The tree started out skinny at the base, but made a nest of branches at the top, a nest big enough to sprawl out for at least four bodies to sit cross-legged.
Andrew, a heavy-bearded man who smelled like beer came to the tree calling, “Melinda, Melinda,” so Jimmy and Wesley helped pass the child down to her pseudo-father.
It had been quiet before, but now that the little girl was gone, I could really hear the birds chirping, the breeze blowing, rustling the leaves of the tree we sat in, faint laughs and chatter from the green grass below.
Earlier in the day, on the walk to the park, the three of us, Jimmy, Wesley, and I, tried on costumes in a thrift shop.  Furry white boots, a mink coat, trucker hats, and bell-bottoms.  We danced around to 80’s music that played on a vintage record player, held hands, and jumped high, clacking our heels together.  The other customers in the store didn’t need to say shut up.  Their looks did the trick, wrinkled brows and glaring scrunched eyes.  We didn’t care.  It was the weekend and anything could happen.
And in the tree, there wasn’t anything we had to say.  The blue sky above and the whirl of wind said everything.  A red-headed man stopped and looked up at us.  Asked if we wanted cigarettes.  A fat woman wearing a green velvet moo-moo offered us a beer.
The tree brought offerings that we gladly accepted.
A runaway teen joined us and gave Jimmy a DVD.  We didn’t care if it was stolen.
I etched our names next to other inscriptions.  Some read A+J=4EVER, HOLLYandJACK, ABE LOVES RANDOLPH, BILLY EATS MAXINE.
“What should I put, guys?”
“Our names,” Wesley said.
“Our full names,” Jimmy said.
So, I etched in with my apartment keys our full names, first, middle, and last.
A bum who introduced himself as Sanchez came up to the tree and knocked on the trunk.
“Anybody home?”
“Aloha,” Wesley said.
“I used to live up there in the 60’s,” Sanchez said.  “People always looking up at ya, bringing you goods. Real magic ain’t it?”
“Sure,” Wesley said.
Sanchez asked if we needed anything, and we said we were okay, thanks, and he left.
I watched his shriveled legs as he left our tree.  They were red and arched out, skinny, like a wishbone from a chicken.  They looked like they could snap off, and the breeze was picking up, the little forest-ribbon-dancing nymphs packed up their bags, the long haired blonde rode on top of her boyfriend while smoking a clove cigarette in one hand, the other up circling above her head, as though she was ready to lasso a bull.  Sanchez must have been cold in boxer shorts.  He must have wanted to climb up, a shelter, maybe he couldn’t climb anymore.
“Shall we, your majesty?” Wesley asked and grabbed my hand.
“We’re the kings of the park,” Jimmy said.  “That’s what the tree does.”
“And I’m the queen,” I said.
Sanchez turned around from walking away.
“Damn fool,” he said.  “Damn fucking fool,” and he extended his index finger out toward the tree, toward us.
Wesley and Jimmy jumped off first.  They put their arms out.
“Just jump,” Jimmy said.
I jumped and landed in Wesley’s arms.  As we walked away from the tree, I felt the breeze go underneath my pink skirt.  I felt it harden my nipples.  Wesley whispered in my ear, “You’re the queen,” and I grabbed his hand and ran, not looking back at the tree or the bum or Jimmy running to catch up with us.  The tree was ours.  I’d even inscribed our full names, next to other past kings and queens of the park.


The sky’s original violet hue was getting darker like a forming bruise.  I could see it outside the windows.  On my right the green rolling hills were gamboge yellow with mustard flowers and on my left jagged rocks jutted out of the sea like crooked teeth.  The bus would take nine hours to get there and much of my time would be spent staring out the windows.
There were orange flowers with black centers, swaying lavender, a glimpse of sleeping cows, sheep wandering aimlessly.
The open windows let in the smell of farm and fertilizer, growing broccoli, sweat and soil.
A few seats behind me, a woman with a raspy voice and only her two front teeth had been secretively drinking a bottle of gin, sharing sips with her boyfriend.  And I could hear the creak of the bathroom door opening and closing in the back of the bus.  The woman kept losing clothing.  And so did her boyfriend.  They had been going in together, coming out spent.  I’d heard about this type of thing happening on airplanes, honeymooners too excited to wait.  I thought then about falling underneath Jack, to be raised up with a lengthened neck, to sleep and release, sleep and release, repeat, dream.  These people on the back of the bus had holes in their clothing and dirt under their finger nails, but they glowed.  They held hands.  Maybe they even loved each other.
“Call me Mr. Mac,” the bus driver announced.  When Mr. Mac stopped in San Luis Obispo, everyone, only seven people on a bus that seated fifty, got out and bought lottery tickets at the mini-mart.  Mexican field workers waited with their arms crossed behind the large expanse of strawberry and broccoli fields.  The dying light of day illuminated the wrinkles on their faces, like cobwebs at sunset.  Some wore blue and red bandanas, others had on cowboy hats.  They were sunburned.  Worn out.  One woman who got off the bus was greeted by one of these field workers.  He hugged her and cried.  It must have been a long while.
I got out and bought a pack of Vero Mango lollipops.  The ones my mom warned me about when I was just a girl.  Said they had lead inside.  Said they were imported from Mexico.  “Not very clean,” she said.  “Different standards.”  But I liked thinking maybe I was a little electric to touch; maybe the lead created an energy field inside my body.
When I left the mini mart, I walked past the two-toothed woman and her boyfriend.  She was jumping up and down, spitting out whatever was in her mouth.  Something syrupy, something dark like tobacco juice.
Mr. Mac yelled, “We’re taking off!”
A beep.  It was Jack text messaging me.  And even though I hated text messaging, I liked when a message came from him, he was worth the nine hour ride.  I read the message again and again, how are you, how are you, feeling a gnawing beat beat in my chest.
When the woman got on the bus, she asked Mr. Mac to read her ticket, double check, make sure she’d really won the 5,000 dollars.  Her head was cocked back and her mass of dark oily hair fell loosely.  She laughed out loud, “I’s might be a rich woman.”  Mr. Mac scrunched his face up close to the ticket.  He scrutinized.  Then in a deep voice, he said, “Only four dollars, Miss.”
I peered over the seat and watched Mr. Mac push her ticket underneath his with a white gloved index finger.  She took the ticket he handed back to her, “Can’t read too well,” she said.  Just a little push of one finger and it was done.
The woman was drunk.  She stomped her feet and spun around, a dance, a shake of her wide behind.
I felt the stares of the Mexican workers outside the bus, waiting with their arms crossed, looking at the bus
longingly, as if they wished to hop on, go somewhere, get away from this stop at the sad mini mart, where only the m and i of mini were lit up, shining blue, and only the a r and t of mart. M i  a r t.  I imagined what they thought of me when I stepped back on the bus.  Probably, lucky white girl, nice and clean, warm jacket.
The sun slipped away.  It was cold now.
The woman spun circles with her body, all the way down the aisle to the back of the bus.
I text-messaged Jack about the ticket switch.  He wrote back, “That’s why I fly.”  But I didn’t have the money to fly. I spent my only bills to ride.
Before I fell asleep, I saw the woman in the back of the bus, passed out, mouth open wide, exposing those two teeth, and her boyfriend rubbing his long spidery fingers down the front of her chest.
I held my bag close, turned off my phone.  The sky was no longer a forming bruise, the dark imprint had stuck, the stamp was sealed.  My eyes caught the last glimpse of those hills.  Not bright gamboge yellow anymore, dark silhouetted hills, like curves of a body, like breasts. My eyes were closing shut, trying to sleep inside the bus.


I didn’t think anything of meeting on the plane.  Random, I told myself.  Absolutely random.
I’d met Tom on a plane going north to San Fran from Los Angeles.  We’d joked around, taught each other bits and phrases of language from other countries we had visited. Ciao is hello and goodbye, I said.  I know it’s the most obvious, I said.  He taught me Swedish cuss words.  We ordered a couple small airplane style bottles of vino.  After the flight, Tom and I exchanged phone numbers.  A short flight and random stranger, I told myself.  He’ll never call.
Tom looked young, like he still had baby fat to shed. He was just finishing college, and I was almost done with my graduate thesis.
“Are there a lot of drugs up there in the city by the bay?” he asked.
“Yeah, but I’m trying to move on from all that.  I’m almost finished with school.”
Even though Tom was only a handful of years younger than me, the gap between undergrad and grad school was vast.  But we had shared some good laughs, wine, and looking back on it, the school and age gap didn’t matter.
About a month later, I got a call from Tom.  He was going to see a friend’s band play in the city, right down the street from my new apartment.  He asked if I wanted to spend that Saturday with him and his friend Issac exploring Golden Gate Park and checking out the remodeled art museum.  I needed a break from working on my thesis so I agreed.
I met them at a coffee shop near the park and ordered hot chocolate with extra whipped cream.  Tom was taller and thinner than I had remembered on the plane.  His friend was tan with very white teeth and dreads.  They were friendly and told me all about their upbringing in Orange County.
“It’s so different here,” said Issac.
“Yeah.  Less judgmental,” I said.
Tom tried to make a joke about the double D blonde women that parade the streets of southern California.  He continued these jokes throughout the day whenever he saw a woman that looked like she might be from LA.
“Look at that one,” Tom said.  “A stripper I bet.  A dollar to make you holler,” he laughed.  On the plane, this sarcastic wit was funny, but in the café, sober, drinking hot chocolate, it was kind of annoying.  I just wanted to hang out with them as friends.  I was sick and tired of men trying to impress me with repetitive witty humor or girly gifts.
Issac was a little more mature and reserved than Tom.
“Tom.  Jesus Christ, man.  Nothing changed.  You’re still the obnoxious prankster you’ve always been.”
“Don’t be jealous, fool,” Tom said.
“This hot chocolate is amazing.  Want to try some?”
I looked at Issac.
“Wow.  That’s a damn good cup of coco,” Issac said.
We went to the top of the art museum where there was this incredible view of the city.  For a long while the three of us discussed how lovely the open green spaces of the park were.  How we wished there was more places like this.
“All the new developments, especially in Southern California make houses look exactly the same,” Tom said.
“There’s no character down there,” said Issac.
“The day San Fran becomes like LA is the day I buy a
one way ticket to the moon,” I said.
Tom and Issac surprised me with this conversation about open space.  I felt like the bad jokes and silliness temporarily disappeared.  Now it was like I was talking to people my own age.  People out of college concerned with the real world.  And there was a closeness forming between all three of us that made me think, I’ll know these guys forever.
I invited them over to my new apartment for drinks and we decided we’d walk to see the band afterwards.  My new apartment was impressive.  It’d been a lucky find on Craigslist.  My roommate, Sancho, a fifty-year-old Brazilian man, was laid back, and told me never to ask about having parties or strangers over.  He had said, “This is your house.  Don’t ask me.”  The whole time I lived at Maritime Place, I never really knew Sancho’s true profession and I didn’t really care.  He’d stocked the place with fancy leather sofas, a huge flat screen TV, and a coffee table he claimed had real gold South African coins embedded on the surface.  The view was the best part.  From my balcony, you could see all the trading barges coming in and out, sail boats, the Bay Bridge, and the glistening steel city buildings.  Our place at Powell and Sacramento was only blocks from downtown, Chinatown and North Beach, and you could even run to the wharf in only a couple of miles.  You could see all the people hustling here and there, Asian fishermen, women in business suits, stray muts, the elderly, children holding hands in matching school uniforms.  It was all there, right before me.  Everything breathed life.  It seemed even the buildings, covered in a haze of fog, some with birds perched outside their windows, all things had a breathing rhythm that you could hear and see and feel.
From the roof of my apartment complex was a 360 degree view of the city, which meant you could see the Bay Bridge and the Golden Gate.  Also on the roof was a vacant fully-stocked bar that may have belonged to the owners.  I wasn’t sure.  My doorman, Saul, had a tendency to mumble.  I think he’d said it belonged to the owners or manager of the building.  He said they were usually never at the place because they constantly traveled.
It was my idea.  Up there, mostly sky.  The bar, loaded with liquor.  Inside the bar, black leather loveseats and a flat screen TV.  I couldn’t resist.  But I wouldn’t open the door.  It was my building, not my bar.
I asked Tom, “Why don’t you just try and open the door?  I’ve always wanted to sneak in.”  I knew I’d already established some pull with Tom.  My wish was his command.
“Why the hell not,” said Tom.
Issac and I looked at each other, laughing nervously.  I think we both were thinking, trespassing, cops, jail, handcuffs, not a good idea.  No way, fun, just a little good clean fun before we went to see Tom’s friend’s band.  I was a little apprehensive, but overall completely thrilled.
Tom lifted up on the handle with force and then pulled it back with both of his hands and the door flew wide open.  I wasn’t sure if he’d broken the lock or if the door was just sticky, but we all just strolled like we owned the place.
“This is amazing,” said Tom laughing hysterically.
“Wow,” said Issac.
There was a pinball machine, a telescope, TV, stereo, refrigerator filled with fine champagne and wine.  The bar was stocked with shelf after shelf of hard alcohol and liqueurs.  There were mixed nuts in round porcelain dishes and large framed photographs of an elderly man with past presidents.
“Can you read the name on the photograph?” I asked Tom.
“It looks like Bob,” said Tom.
“A word to Bobby.  Thanks, Bobby, for letting us crash the joint,” said Tom.
“Bobby’s the man,” said Issac.
“Hey hey, Bobby.  Gracias,” I said laughing.
“What would you fellas like?”  I pretended to be a
“Oh, I’d like a shot of rum.  No whiskey.  Or, actually, what about gin,” Issac said in an English accent.
“Oh sure darling.  Whatever you please,” I said, also in an English accent.
I could see Tom was beginning to feel left out.  His arms were crossed and his head down.  He slouched over the bar.
“Let’s turn some music on, guys,” said Tom.
“Sure,” I said.
“What the hell is this?” asked Issac holding up a white buisness card.
“It has the government symbol on it,” Tom said.
“Shit, Bobby’s works for the government,” I said.
“Dude, we should probably get out of here soon,” said Issac.
“Fuck that, man.  I say we have a party up here and invite the band later on,” said Tom.
“Probably not the best idea,” I said.
“Whatever, we’ll leave in a bit,” said Issac.
Issac came over and turned the stereo on to a local radio station.
We began to dance all over the joint.  I jumped from black leather love seat to black leather love seat, shaking my hips, moving my arms up and down.
“Imagine the parties you could throw up here,” said Tom.
“I know,” I said.
“No one would know,” said Issac.
“This is a party.  Our very own, secret party,” said Tom.
Tom had to use the loo.  While he was gone, Issac and I bumped booties, and ran around the place like chickens with our heads cut off.  We had taken over the bar.  It was ours now.  We claimed it, and no one knew.  Up here, with all the sky and fog around us, it felt like we were in a floating castle.  I was like the queen with two kings or a goddess with two gods.
“Breaking and entering is kind of sexy.  Don’t you think?” I asked Issac bumping his bootie.
Before he could answer our attention shifted to an elderly man.  Jesus Christ.  Bobby?  Was it the one and only?  Had he heard the music?  Did he live in the penthouse suite one floor below the bar?  I had a bottle of some old European liquor in my hand that I had never heard of before and Issac was sipping his fourth shot of gin.  This could be pretty bad.  I was genuinely scared and I think Issac was too.  His eyes were bigger, and he shot me a look that said, oh shit.  It’s over. Trespassing, cops, jail, handcuffs.
“Hi.  I live on the twelfth floor.  This bar’s for everybody right?” I asked innocently.
“No,” he said.
“Oh.  I’m sorry.  We’ll just be leaving then,” I said.
Tom returned from the restroom, and before he saw the elderly man, he screamed out, “I love you Bobby.”
“Hi Tom,” I said in a clear loud voice.
“Oh shit,” Tom said as he walked in to the bar.
“Hello.  I see you know my name.  Have we met?”  asked Bobby.
“No.  Sorry.  I’m Tom.”
“I heard some noise so I came up the stairs to see what the hell was going on up here.  I live in the penthouse right below.”
Bobby’s right hand was in his pocket and he shook something inside.  Keys?  A gun?  He did work for the government.  In my head, I planned how I would duck if he started shooting.
Bobby’s right hand lifted from his pocket and he tapped the counter.  “Do you guys want a glass of wine?” he asked.
Issac and I looked at each other with a little relief.  We were both trying hard not to laugh.  Not out of humor, but fear.  Nervous laughter.  Bobby still could have a gun in his pocket.
“Sure.  Wine.  This place is fantastic,” said Tom.
Bobby poured white wine into Tom’s empty glass and white wine into Issac’s glass that still had some gin in it and my glass too.
“Why, thank you.  It’s a great view.  What were you drinkin there, son?” asked Bobby.
“Well.  I’m not sure,” said Issac.
“This is the best view in the city,” said Tom.
“It’s so beautiful,” I said.
“Why, thank you.  So you live on the twelfth floor young lady?”
“Yeah.  I love this apartment complex.  Everyone’s so nice,” I said.
“So you’re rooming with Sancho,” said Bobby.
“Yes, actually I am,” I said.
“Real good guy.  And a computer whiz,” Bobby said.
As we sipped our white wine, Tom struck up a conversation with Bobby asking him all about his profession, which Bobby would not discuss, and then talked about the band we were going to see and then the city itself.  Issac and I looked at each other semi-scared-shitless, semi-enjoying ourselves as we sipped the fancy white wine.
When we finished, we thanked Bobby and he led us out of his bar.
“Can you believe that shit, man?” asked Tom
“I think we’re cool,” I said.
“He seemed pretty chill.  All that money.  I’d share a bar too, if I owned one,” said Issac.
We left about a half hour later to go and see Tom’s friend’s band.  The band, “Royalty,” had us dancing for hours. When we went outside for a break, next door there was a famous author’s birthday party going on.  He was turning 90.  There was a concert violinist.  We crashed the party, drank more free wine, Tom schmoozed with all the old folks, and we even got a piece of birthday cake.